There's been lots of ups and downs in 2015. The one thing that has affected me the most would definitely be the passing of Crystal. I still think about her every day. No one could ever fill up that space for her in my heart. I've actually replayed it over and over again in my mind when she was still around, the thought of her leaving was daunting and I would always shake it off even though I knew how old she already was. That "what if" came eventually.. but it was unexpected because just two weeks back she was still running around just like her usual self. Someone so precious to me was taken away and I've always thought about how I could never live without her, but I guess truth is, life has to go on, no matter how hard it gets. I honestly detest it when people say that she's just a dog or it's not a big deal. I guess they will never understand that she's family, just like a sister who's been with me for the past 15 years, someone I come home to and spend time with every single day.
I got through my NVKET course, I've gotta admit that working full-time and studying part-time was really tough, but I've finally graduated. I dare say that I've put in a great amount of effort for this course, sacrificing my weekends and I'm very proud to say that I've even scored two distinctions. A for effort, literally.
The year has come to an end and I'll definitely miss Sakura 2015, along with my dearest partner, Zhao. She truly is the best.
The boy surprised me with a proposal in March and we have since gotten a house and started planning for our wedding. 2016 is definitely going to be filled with lots of planning and preparations. Pretty exciting and nerve-wrecking at the same time, I'm just hoping that it all goes smoothly xx
In about a week's time, we'll be flying to NZ. I can't freaking wait. More updates on Snapchat and IG.
